THE MULTI-MILLION COPY INTERNATIONAL BESTSELLERTHE #1 SUNDAY TIMES BESTSELLERTHE #1 NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER'NIGHTMARISH, SHOCKING, BRILLIANT' – Stylist'MADDENING, MESMERISING, INGENIOUS' – New York Times'FUNNY, SHARP ENOUGH TO DRAW BLOOD' – Stephen King'DERANGED, DARING, CLEVERLY WRITTEN' – Vogue'My name is Natalie Heller Mills, and I was perfect at being alive...'Natalie lives a traditional lifestyle – and her followers are sick with envy. Her charming farmhouse on her working ranch is artfully cluttered, her husband is a handsome cowboy, her homemade sourdough boules are each more beautiful than the last.So what if there are nannies and producers and industrial-grade ovens behind the scenes? What her followers don't know won't hurt them.Then, one morning, Natalie wakes up in a strange, horrible version of reality.Her home, her husband, her children – they're all familiar, but something's off. Is this a hoax? A reality show? A test from God?Natalie knows just two things for sure: th