I think I'm going insane.
My parents are getting to me.
Get those grades up, Addy.
Best behavior, Adaline.Have you lost weight? Failure is not a thing in this household, Adaline McCray.
Are you okay, Addy? You seem oN.You need to eat more.Act normal, Adaline. To bull shit.You will go to the gym, Adaline.I didn't raise my daughter to be weak.
zheir voices play on repeat in my head. A constant buffing in my ear. zhe only time the noise in my head stops is when I'm pummeling into someone with my Lsts at the gym. zhe only time I get a sliver o" peace is when my body is pushed to its limits. I get a moment o" clearheadedness when I'm causing someone pain with my bare hands.
I bring my tank top up to wipe the sweat "rom my "ace, revealing my jat stomach, toned with muscle. zhe crude yellow light above us jickers ominously in the dimly lit gym. It's not much, but my teacher knows what he's talking about, and I "eel sa"e here. Rike I can think clearly.