Full of Myself: Black Womanhood and the Journey to Self-Possession

At the height of her success as an antiracism educator and writer, Austin Channing Brown reached a crossroads. "I love my work," she writes, "and I am tired. Tired of protesting. Tired of 'saving democracy.' Tired of expending all the energy it takes to bust out of America's tiny boxes." She began to ask, "What do I deserve, not just as a citizen but as a human?"

Full of Myself is her answer to that question. Weaving personal narrative with perceptive social commentary, she offers a look at the mechanisms that limit who Black women are allowed to be--at work, at home, in community--and the defining moments when she decided that all the women within her should be free. From skinny dipping in the ocean to becoming a mom, she delves into the drama of life and invites women to begin defining themselves not by the tiny boxes handed to us, but as a people born free--free in spirit, free in hope, free in joy.

For women seeking to understand the true roots of their burnout, or anyone wondering what it means to live joyfully in a hostile world, Full of Myself is a breath of fresh air and an invitation to full humanity.