From the author of The Amsterdam Experiment: Following the brutal death of his high school lover, Hugo's mind begins to unravel as he copes with the trauma and the cover-up engineered by him and his teenage best friends. Memories haunt him. He's sleeping very little. And guilt seeps into every crevices of his life.
His recollection of the past becomes disorganized and confusing. Was Terrance's death a murder? Or a suicide? Could he have done something different to save his friend?
Now Hugo seeks to anesthetize himself and perhaps finally heal as he increasingly looks to drugs, sex, and therapy to untangle the facts from the fiction they concocted that fateful night.