Suicide Note: "Go ahead and judge me"

A true story about how Mzi Nzama, a South African author, was driven into depression by his late parents who inadvertently neglected him as a teenager and financially excluded him while all his siblings enjoyed the full support and benefits. His parents got caught up in a family drama regarding his mothers illegitimate child and their focus went into it in such a way that they totally forgot about their teenage boy who had just completed high school which led him to fend for himself. He then developed so much anger and hatred towards his family along the journey. He feels betrayed, neglected, and abandoned by his very own blood. He also reveals a secrete he has kept to himself for thirty two years.