Torn Between 2 Loves

Torn Between 2 Loves is a journey through everyday life. It is about reality and heartache. Beryl Spencer was sexually abused as a child and teen; she felt rejected by those whom she should have been able to trust.

What followed were teenage years of conflict and confusion, always trying to follow the Lord, and failing so many times. How could God allow this to happen? Beryl was chained in her mind by the events of her past and shame dictated her life - the enemy constantly trying to convince her that her life was worth nothing. The day came when Beryl made a life-changing decision: she would no longer allow her past to define her future.

Journey with Beryl as she uncovers the daily battle of a life entwined in the truths of God's Word versus the battle-field of the mind. She discovers that many of the great leaders were just ordinary people; people that also faced a tug of war of the heart and the challenge of failing to do the things they should do. They loved, they hated, they fought against God but mostly returned and bowed the knee to the God who alone could lead them in a path of victory.