Our End Is Our Beginning

My manuscript is for those experiencing grief, heartache, and trials. This writing is a compilation of a decade of notes. 21 years ago, I was enjoying a second honeymoon with Mary Jo, we had been married for 20 years. We were on our first cruise and loved the beauty of the ocean and one another. While dancing on a Monday evening at 10:30 she died. A blood clot was let loose caused by the compression and decompression of the aircraft and hit her heart. She was only 43. I cannot adequately explain the horror, shock, and disbelief of what I witnessed. I understand the word surreal because I have experienced it.

Who would make the best drug counselor, one who has been certified after a year of study and tests, or a 20-year heroin addict who self-recovered? I pursued the idea of becoming a grief counselor but was road-blocked by the amount of money and time that certification required. I turned to writing.

I am self-published and have learned much about the publishing industry, 4 million new books were written in 2023. I have attended numerous workshops on writing query letters to agents and publishers, the importance of a website, the correct way to write SEO which means search engine optimization, how to write a "hook" to stand out from the crowd, how to submit manuscripts to publishing companies, the need for reviews, the list goes on and on. Becoming a successful author takes a lot of money. I'm not writing for the dollars, I simply want to share my perceptions of truth, Eternal Truth.

In the years following Mary Jo's death, I have experienced several paranormal instances, thus the reasoning for seven of my manuscript titles. Awakening Thoughts, We Live Forever, Proof God Is, The Beauty Of Truth, An Interesting Discussion With Artificial Intelligence, The Mind Of Illusion and My Book Of Miracles. Calling 911, The Truth concerns the tragedy of the World Trade Center bombings and what truly occurred. I am published in Barnes & Noble plus numerous other outlets across the world.

There is a vast difference between religion and spirituality. Religion is for those afraid of going to hell, spirituality is for those who have been there. I'm the latter. Over a decade ago, I awoke from a vivid dream I knew had been about Mary Jo. I could not remember any specifics except the words, What If I told you? I immediately wrote them in the memo pad on my phone. My first writing took 25 minutes, the words just flowed without thinking about them. I know they came from my wife, this sounds far-fetched but is very true.

I have decided to place all my writings into one manuscript. Over a year ago I was looking for something else in my phone's archives and quite accidentally came across a lost article that was written by a professor named James Fetzer 6 months after the 911 tragedy. A well-respected published author who has written several manuscripts about the Deep State has read my work and via email told me all is true. He also said that the point is mute because, without the money needed to properly market, none will read it. I was also told by a publishing house that I had written a bestseller, but they wanted thousands of dollars to proceed. Governments of the world know the truth about 911. I am not a conspiracy theorist. All this information was thoroughly researched. I saw a 23-year-old "flat earther" hold a plate and pour water on it, then over a ball; he dropped the microphone. Please. Ever heard of gravity? I was hesitant to discuss 911 in a manuscript whose primary purpose is sharing spiritual truths. However, I feel if you see the truth with your own eyes, this will add validity to the entire writing. This is the reason I begin my manuscript discussing 911. The 34 pictures with 4 embedded videos speak for themselves.